Time will tell


 I go into work today at noon. This gives me a chance to make dinner before I leave - I don't like coming home at 5:30 and having to throw something together. It's cold and dreary out with a chance of rain, so Lentil soup is what's on the menu. Maybe I'll stop off at the store on my way home and pick up some french bread.

This blog is evolving - into what, I don't know. I think it takes awhile before a blog finds it's own personality. Sure I might have started it with one thing in mind - it will become what it will become. I will say I find it therapeutic to just pound out my thoughts as we "grow" through these hard times. I have so much I want to say - so much I want to do. But when I work a part-time job, then come home - sometimes I am drained. Maybe it's the weather. I do struggle with SAD (Seasonal affective disorder) It just saps my energy. Not a good time to get down, when I have to get something going here to make some money so I can stay home full time this summer. At least be well prepared with something. I used to sell on Ebay a little. Mostly things I inherited from my folks that neither my sister or I wanted. I could do that again. The deal with that is: Anything I like and should sell, I want to keep for me. NOT GOOD when you need to make money.

I see so many creative young people - I used to be like that. I want to be like that again. Plus I have so many ideas - that are stuck in my head. I can't seem to materialize anything during this season. If the sun shines, I am full of it. If it rains and is dreary - then I take a dive. It's the pits for sure!

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