Last Year/ This Year


Last Year 


Okay - maybe tomorrow will be the day I will start doing the things I need to do. I am having a hard time enjoying my favorite time of the year - Autumn. Last year at this time I was crafting and decorating and buying more stuff. 






I was organized  - I always like to do a Fall cleaning. I haven't started yet. By the looks of it, I can't say whether it will get done or not. That would be a shame because I know, the clutter will only make my FUNK more defined. I just can't seem to get up and go. 




Heck, even my dog Laydee was part of my Fall decorations. 


I went out shopping today - looked at all the Fall decor and some Christmas - It did not even MOVE me. I have enough stuff. 

I used to love to clean out my pantry - to get ready for the holidays. I haven't done that yet. 

My yards are a mess, due to the smoke and ash. 

I feel overwhelmed. 

To think I started this year on a good note - had my living room carpet shampooed in January. I was chomping at the bit to get 2020 started. I had crafts to make, seeds to plant, and flowers to spruce up my yard, and a wedding to go; my son was getting married on Leap Year - the 29th of Feb! 

Will I ever be, me again? 

I need my Mojo back. 





Sunday's garden update


 

This is a freebie from the birds - 




Sunflowers are even pretty from their backside. 





Anyday now - 




It may still be smoky outside but these sunflowers don't seem to be bothered by it. 





Beautiful and in spite of everything going on - I look upon them and I have to smile. 





Only a Creator God could make something so intricate yet delicate




Notice the multiple budding on one major stalk. These will be gorgeous when fully bloomed.


Hopefully tomorrow I can get out and do some cleanup. 

Waiting

 



Not as bad as it was the other day - 

still not the kind of weather I want to be out in. 


Ash is falling from the sky. 

Not good to be out breathing that all inside especially with covid19 hovering about. 




Sunflower Autumn Beauty (Helianthus Annuus) 




This Sunflower Autumn Beauty mix produces blooms ranging in colors: gold, yellow, rusty red, burgundy, and bi-colors. The blooms range in size from 5 - 10 inches in diameter. 

The blooms range in size from 5 - 10 inches in diameter. Once established, Sunflower plants are somewhat drought and heat tolerant. They will flower mid-summer through fall. Birds are attracted to the seeds.

The rest of my sunflowers are spent - I just need to get out there and harvest the seed heads. 

A smokey Saturday


 

I wanted to share this the other day - on my Red Barns post, but couldn't find my photo. 

This barn is around the corner from where I live. Having always lived in a city/metro/urban area, seeing a barn so close to me, is a thrill.  I would cry if for any reason the barn had to be torn down. 




A droopy sunflower - kinda represents how I feel these days - BLAH!



This is that other variety of sunflowers - should be blooming soon and it won't be the classic yellow.

golds, browns, and oranges. 




Stunted sunflower - 6 ft tall with a little flower. 

Yes, I know...we need to scrape and paint our trim. It won't be happening this year. 



Marigolds seem to love the heat - So pretty. 



Enchiladas




My mom's Ground Beef Enchiladas


 If I can't do major projects - 

I can at least cook. Made these last night for dinner. Simple and easy. 

My favorite enchilada is shredded beef. 


Every family has its own unique recipe for simple enchiladas. As a child, I lived in San Francisco and our neighborhood was mostly Hispanic. Our next-door neighbor used to make homemade corn or flor tortillas and hand them out as a snack to the neighborhood kids. Sometimes warm with butter! I haven't had one since, that was as tasty. 




I just use a standard enchilada sauce from a can. Hey, I never said I was a gourmet. I can't get the sauce right when I have attempted to do it from scratch so I gave up. I switch back and forth - last night I used La Victoria. 

Something I learned after much trial and error is to not over sauce your tortilla - it will fall apart. The sauce it has on it after frying the tortilla is sauce enough - I put some sauce in the meat mixture and the bottom of the pan. I heat it up in the oven and then place the heated sauce on top, just before serving. It's just for my husband and me - it's not like I am feeding a restaurant. 



I also use stone-ground yellow corn tortillas - they hold up better when fried and sauced. I used 

Mi Rancho. They were local when I lived in Redwood City. 


I use pepper jack cheese - NEVER cheddar! I add fresh onions and some sliced black olives. 









Backlogged



I can post pretty photos of my garden but the TRUTH is -

inside, my house is a mess. At least it is to me. 

With a temporarily disabled husband - out with a broken toe, things are piling up. He keeps a clutter of things piled next to him and that drives me nuts. The backyard is incomplete - weeds are growing on the hill that is too big for me to pull out and between the heat or unhealthy air due to the smoke, I need some help here - Hopefully, he will be cleared by Sept 17. 

I hate to spend money on a gardener or a housecleaner. I can do it - I'm just backlogged. and running out of time. It may be in the 100's now but when Fall comes, it usually brings a bit of winter with it.  I just paid for a teenager to mow the backyard for $20. He did an okay job. It already needs to be mowed again...




I lean toward being a minimalist inside my house. If I could get by with it, I'd go extreme

In my old age, I want clean, no clutter, and hardly anything to dust. 




When I was a young mommy, I was into all the country decorating stuff and my house was clean but cluttered with knick-knacks. I loved it back then - now, not so much. I like it a little, I just don't know if it is for me anymore. I've thrown out most of that old stuff a couple of years ago. Dust bothers me and too much clutter only breeds more dust. Plus my house has to be the dustiest house ever! Next year I want my ducts cleaned out. 





I miss when we were actively cleaning up and painting and doing work on our home. 

Painting the interior of the house, 5 or more years ago. 



Installing wood flooring in the hallway. 


I love doing home projects and I fear he is getting sick of it. The man needs a break. Me? I'm a workaholic when it comes to fixing up my house. I think it's my favorite hobby! 




A few years back I painted all the kitchen cabinets.

 I added beadboard paintable wallpaper on the cabinet doors. 




It turned out nice and I must get a recent photo - with all the changes. 



Last year, we changed out the disgusting white Formica for wood countertops. 


Yeah, I miss having a project to do. 

However, we need to get the place uncluttered after 6 mos of quarantine - 

if we do want to pursue our next project. 

I feel my age and it's frustrating not being able to do all that I want to do. 



Red Barns

 



This barn was in Wisconsin - taken back in Oct 2010. 





I want to paint our shed a barn red. I love red barns. 

Not Fisher-Price RED but a nice, weathered barn red. 





Here is another barn in Wisconsin, back when we visited my husband's dad.
 (before he relocated back to California) 




I wish I could imitate those silos - but that would be a bit of a stretch. 




The last day of August


 


I forget what these pretty vining flowers are called - 

They are about 3 years old and this spring, I transplanted them to a part of my front yard that has morning sun and afternoon shade and they are thriving. 





The taller sunflowers are starting to bloom but their flower head is smaller than usual. 





The raised bed has some sunflowers I planted - not the Russian Mammoth but these are a mixture - and not the yellow - they should be orange and browns.

 I've never planted this type before and I am looking forward to it. 





And hopefully, by the end of Sept, the patio will finally be completed. The husband goes back to the foot doctor on Sept 17.  Maybe a week of work...


This time last year I was busy crafting away - I had turned a room in my home, for crafts and sewing. Then my adult kids were flooded out of their apartment and lived with us for 1 month. So I packed it all up. When they left, it was close to Christmas - and then one thing led to another and I never got around to it. Then the pandemic and depression and just more excuses. 

I hope things will change for me soon. 

Sunflower Jelly by the Nerdy Farm Wife




I found this post from another blog and since it was about Sunflowers I wanted to share it. 

I want to do this next year. I thought it was lovely. 


Sunflower Jelly 


She also has 2 recipes for a Sunflower Soap.

My pond

 



A lily or a rose never pretends, and its beauty is that it is what it is. 

Jiddu Krishnamurti









‘ Like The Water Hyacinth ‘ 


The water hyacinth 
floats with flotsam 
and refuse goes along so smooth 

 Surfs, ducks, bobs, to tide 
sunk nearly drowned but not drowned
 spin, rise, resolute 

 Down under with roots 
marine mammals, fishes kiss 
Their best sanctuary 

With the symbiosis 
I envy water hyacinth 
Just the way they are

 It just goes along 
With the nature of water 
Why not for friendship 

 Ency Bearis (c) 2011







Water lily 

beautiful it is 
but unaware 
even when fought over 


 Copyright © Solomon Ochwo-Oburu

August 24

 



“If the 24th of August be fair and clear, Then hope for a prosperous autumn that year.”